no fullstop :)

first of all , nak cakap tajok post ni aku pon tak tawuh ade kene mgene ke tak. hahaha. sebab aku pon tataw nak pakay tajok ape for this entry :) emm. nak start macam mane pon aku tak tawuh nih ! haha. dae smlm kot aku pikir pasal entry ni. over ? hahaha. okeyy. entry harini pasal FACEBOOK. pasal GEMOK. pasal RELATIONSHIP. pasal LOYALTY. and maybe bnyak lagi. okey, aku tak tawuh ape aku type skg nih. HAHA. apesal tetibe macam tak rety nak buas entry nih. grrr =.=

okay , really need your comment ! act , aku tak tawu la ape aku buad nih betol ke tak. tak tenang la slagi bnde nih takde jwpn. tak tawu betol or tak bg DIA. betol ke tak bg korang. hmm , stress ! *emo lagi. haha. you olls sume ade FACEBOOK an ? ape motif you olls ade FB ? i think facebook tuu sebab nak contact fren wisely. ikot suke kita la kan nak comment sape pon kan. boys ke gals ke. bukan satu mslh kan tuu? dulu , aku mmg susah siket nak cmmnt dgn boys yg bukan kawan aku. i means, bukan classmate. yg bukan aku penah kenal. tapi skrg aku free jeh nak reply cmmnt. bukan mengatal mksd aku. but , friendly. aku just nak jadik sumone yg bole comfort dgn sume org. even yg baru kenal skali pon. mmandangkan aku mmg type peramah siket. so, aku rase boring gile bile aku tak dpt nak contact dgn org lain. kawan2 baruu dkt fb tu.
bile tak layan, org ckp smbong ! bile layan , sumone marah pulak. macam mane nih? baek aku bakoo aje FB aku tuhh. hahaha.

okey , for my GEMOK. i mmg tak pena marah kalo you tak kasik i rapat dgn boys lain. tu normal. i tak tawuh nak explain mcm mane nak kasik you paham mok. i tawu you tak suke i reply cmmnt for other boys. i tawu you jeles. i tak marah you CONTROL i macam ni sebab i pon jeles bile you reply cmmnt gals lain. sgt jeles. tapi i mmg tak pena halang you buad kann? i diam jeh =.= and siyesly , i tak kesah you control i. sebab ape yg you tak kasik i buad tuu , you tak buad ! so , i takde point nak marah you halang i rapat ngan boys lain. sebab you mmg takde rapat ngan gals lain. you belom rapat laagi i dah rase saket hati tuu kalo you rapat. nih kan bile i mmg dah rapat ngan boys lain. mmg patot pon you marah. but now, i mmg takde rapat ngan boys dah after A. tuu you kene tawuh , okeyy ! no more boys except you , NOW !

mok , you tawu kan you stay hostel. i sunyi sgt sgt =.= TAPI ,  i tak penah pikir nak carik org lain ganti you. i tunggu you ;( even i cakap kat status lonely3 , bukan maksod i sunyi then nak carik org lain tlg happykan i. but yg i mksdkan is I MISS YOU SO MUCH ;( and i tak tawuh nak carik you kat mane mokk .. huu;( i sunyi bile you takde. bukan i sunyi and nak find sumone else. you slalu slh paham ape mksd i yg sbenanye ! you tawu takk ? pena you tgok dlm sehari i online , takde name YOU ? pena ? takkann ! you jeh yg tak tawu sume tuu. but then , bile i cmnt dgn org lain SIKIT je. you dah lain. i tawu you jeles, i pon jeles kalo you buad bende same i buad. tapi bole tak you control jeles you tu siket ? siket je mokk.

now, i tension bile pikir bnde mcm ni. spatotnye tak jadik mslh pon. tapi ntahla. i tak tawu mane satuu yg betol dah. nak sentiase jage hati you ke ape. then , hati i sape nak jage ? org lain ? then , you nak buad ape kalo bukan you yg jage hati i ? okey , abaikan. harini i nak bgtahu youu. you tak payah nak risau sane sini la mok. hati i mmg kat you ! let see eh. you da cukop pandai , you da cukop handsome , you dah cukop baik(jage smyg,puase,tak smoke,hormat parents you and parents i), you setia(so far la), you tak social, you bukan type boys gile2(yg bile nmpk gals , hai,bole kenal tak?) and banyak lagi yg baik2 dr you. n i tak cakap takde yg burok dr you. tipu la tuu kann? but you sendiri tawu i terime you for who you are. so , wats more ? ape lagi yg you rase tak cukop kat you smpai i akan tgglkan you 1 hari nanti ? takde mok .. bg i , you dah ade sume yg i nak. even tak semua , but almost :)

so , kenape mesti i  nak susah2kan diri i nak pegi carik org lain? you dah ade dpn mate i. you dah pon jadik milik i even bukan sepenohnye laagi. but i nak you jadik milik i sepenohnye. you cakap you risau i dah nak smbg blaja kat U kan? why ? sebab kat sane i bole jmpe ramai laagi. macam tuu? da slalu sgt dga org cakap , " ala,tak lame tuu. masok you nanti putos la tu " okey. tak bole nak nafikan sebab mmg bende nih da slalu jadik. but i boleh buktikan kat you bende nih takkan jadik dekat i. you nak pcye tak , its up to you. kalo betol ape yg i cakap ni nanti , baru you tawu macam mane besar YOU dlm hati i. i penat nak jawab soalan pasal setia or tak dgn you. sebab i tawu i mmg setia dkt you. kalo YOU sendiri tak trust yg i setia dgn you. mcm mane org lain nak trust ? so, i tak pena marah org tak pcye yg i setia.

to others , cakap ape yg kowg suke okey. ape yg aku tawu , selagi aku ade org punye slagi tuu care aku mcm ade org yg punye. sorry to say , PLAYGIRL takde dalam aku. and myself sndiri HATE PLAYGIRL plus PLAYBOY. so , just life your live. my life jgn sebok nak amek tawu. tak payah susa2 , okey ? sorry, entry mmg paling panjang. nih mmg tunjok yg aku tension gilee. hahaha. taknak bace suke hati lah. aku tak suoh pon kowg bace. sape yg bace tuu , whoaa raajennye you ! haha:D okey , enough. im done :)

special for you , my AHMAD ZUBAIR BIN ABDUL AZIZ :) i taknak you risau2 lagi. and i really wanna say this : i TAKKAN tinggalkan you untuk orang lain , BUT i AKAN tinggalkan you bile you ade org lain :)  got it baby ? haha. i do love youu so muchh la gemokk. sygg sgtt ! no worries okeyy ;) there's NO FULLSTOP between you and me <3

maya addirasha plus zubair aziz

1 tahun 5 bulan 27 hari :)