will i let the tears drop again ? and again and again -_-

act , takde idea nak update harini. plus, sangat takde mud harini. rindu gile kot kat die. since august lastyear tak jumpe laagi. nih da april kan? kire la bape bulan dahh. slalunye sebulan paling tak pon mesti jumpe sekali. sedih kott ;( even tgok Maharajalawak yg 'bole laa' tuu, im just ketawe mase tuu jeh. not feeling at all ! *err,pulak sampai cite habes pon nak ketawe kann! haha. okey, aku tak ketawe pon even type HAHA. okey , nonsense kan ? okey , diamm ! ^-^

act , aku pon tataw ape yg buad aku takde mud gilee harini. maybe sebab tak dapat join Karnival Asis ;( sorry mok , tak dapat dtg. i bukan taknak dtg , nak sgtt tau. dari lastyear nak dtg. but lastyear my SPM year. so , mmg tak la kan i nak dpt dtg. then, this year pon tak bole dtg ! ikot an free jeh. tapi tu lah. disebabkan perempuan PLUS kuala lumpur PLUS asis(oll boys) PLUS naik bus sorg2 , so my parents mmg tak bagi ! sorry sgt tau mok , i dah pujok. tapi tak dapat jugak. tetibe rase mcm useless sgt ! you baru mintak bnde kecik macam tuu jeh i da tak bole nak buad. i tawu u kecik ati act =.= im so sorry ..

tak macam you kan. bole jeh slalu balik melake jumpe i , bole jeh buad2 saket so that dpt balik wajib and celebrate my besday , sumenye bole ! bile i sume tak bole. mesti you rase i tak syg u betol2 kan ? yelaa. lastyear you ajak dtg asis join karnival. i tak dtg , then you cerite pasal mmber you. dea cakap , "ala, kalo dea syg kau mesti boleh je dtg! " emm. bukan macam tuu. i bukan social mcm gals lain, sng2 nak dpt permission pegi sane pegi sini. hope you paham , pliss ? mmg you tak pena tunjok you kck ati ke ape bile i tak dpt buad sume ni ntok you. tapi i sndiri yg rase. i tak tawu hati you. kalo kecik ati , bg la tawu k :)

btw, thanks much la sebab bole stay dgn i even macam ni. i've tried ! bukan i tak usahe langsong tau you. just i tak dapat jeh nak buktikan. emm, i promise you. kalo i da past lesen kete ni nanti. i dtg k. hari sukan asis pon kalo you nak , i try dtg. besday you nanti pon , i nak jugak dtg sane. kalo i dpt cntinue study kat area you sane. i promise i dtg ntok you. promise. i will do , evrythings for you , zubair aziz. take care there , love you muchh mok ! no one else <3 lastly , really wanna say that mmg pasal nih , im not in mood !

nanti nak pegi tga2 padang , pastu buad macam nih jugak laah !

haha. tapi budak nih tak comel sgt. aku lagi comel kot. HAHAHA c("

okey , da mule senyum. heee !

lots of sorry ,

maya addirasha  :)  

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